I\'ve been doing alot of b*tching lately about feces rolling downhill, and getting stuck cleaning up messes I didn\'t create, and getting crappy projects. I still stand by all that griping, and still really don\'t like being on-site for any project. I\'d just much rather be at the home office with my hands on the keyboard, coding.

However, working in one of my clients\' \"dungeon\" has actually proven to be a bit of a release for me as of late. I\'m getting away from the place that has been causing such grief, and my confidence in what I am doing has gone up. I think that has alot to do with the fact that I don\'t feel like anyone at the office has a whole heck of alot of respect for my talents. I always find myself questioning my decisions etc, or usually find alot of differing opinions when I state something at the office. Here, I have nobody questioning me, and the trust in implicit. I don\'t feel like I\'m being looked at with a critical eye, and my customer honestly shows me respect. I may not like being here a whole lot, but I thinks its done me some good to be away from the negative aura of the office.

I may be imagining the lack of respect thing, but I\'ve found that more often than not, if that is what you are feeling, then its justified. Overall though, my confidence has gotten a nice boost over the past few day, especially since that everything I\'ve done this week has been practically flawless and going exactly as predicted/planned.

So, lets here it for sweet, sweet solitude...